Why can’t my life be easy, fun loving and drama free.

I’m starting to bottle everything up, waiting to explode. I hold my tongue and try not to lash out. I don’t really want to talk about it, and vent about it but I just cant stop from venting.

So far, its been worse. My dad needs to man up and apologize. I can’t believe he did what he just did. Seriously, you’re the adult, I’m the child, grow up and stop being so fake or you’ll lose everything you have. Why do you have to treat momy like shit all the time? She doesn’t deserve this. I hate seeing my mom cry. Stop being such an asshole to everyone.

I feel like I should apologize for feeling this way, but then again why should I apologize for my feelings? It hurts a lot, to be honest. I wish he moved out.

I wish I could show you what’s in my mind. I wish I could explain why these thoughts are killing me. I wish I could just go to sleep tonight, knowing that when I wake up, everything would be better, and I wouldn’t have to cry anymore. I’m dying of sadness with no idea what to do because I brought it all on myself. I don’t want to sit here and breakdown every now and then. I want to be genuinely happy and not feel broken, but I feel like I’m still far from attaining that kind of happiness.

I’m just in an awful mood. There’s too much on my mind. I need someone I can talk to, cry on, and blurt out all of my problems. Right now, I’m on the bed, barely seeing what I’m writing as my eyes are blurred with tears.

Okay, rant over.

I miss my baby, his hugs and kisses. Can he teleport to me right about now? I wish I could spend a whole day with you. Just you and me, being carefree. Just enjoying the time together. We would walk to the park and just lay on the grass and stare at the clouds

If our relationship has an end, I would wish to go back to the exact time and place where I met you and start all over again. There, you will find me standing and waiting for you so patiently. But that’s never gonna happen, right? I will prove to you that you made the right choice to be with me. We were meant to be from the beginning and we’ll stay meant to be til the very end.

I love you so much and I’m head over heels in love with you, I wouldn’t want to be with anyone else. I just wish I could have you forever with me because the way I feel about you I’m not sure I’d ever feel this way about anyone else.  

Those three words.

Say this each day to the persons who care because you don’t know what can happen to you or to them in the day.

Tell “I love you” and think it with all your heart, all your body, all your soul !

Think every word you say when you say “I love you” so that the person who listens it can engrave it on her/his heart and mind to never forget the feeling he/she feels when he/she understands what you mean and all that implies.

Say “I love you” because it could change a life, change a heart, could help somebody to find her/his own way…

Say “I love you” because it gives strenght, it gives sweetness, tenderness, and more than everything : HOPE.

Please, say “I love you” as often as you can in your life to the persons you really love or care about cause that’s the most important thing to say in the life.

But please, never use those so powerful words if you don’t really feel thembecause if those words lost their magic, life will never have a meaning and living will be the worst thing ever…

So, tell “I love you” each day and make this world so much better, beautiful and full of colours !

True Life: My blockmates and I Are So Addicted to Temple Run.

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We’re currently addicted to playing Temple RunI don’t know where it came from, but it’s great. We’re all obsessing who has the higher scores. It’s an Apple game, and it’s free. You just have to run, get coins, and avoid fires, trees. It’s highly addictive though, but it’s worth a try.

Dang it, temple run is so addicting. I don’t normally play games, but temple run is just too addictive. I know I’m not that good, but it’s fun.

If you never played it and have a iPhone, iTouch and iPad. Go get it and play right now. Asdfghjkl, seriously, you guys should get it.

Is anyone else addicted to the game Temple Run?

New Purchases: Forever 21

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My latest purchases from Forever 21. I’m so happy with the items I bought. I can’t wait until I actually get to wear these! I love Forever 21.

Why you?

The love that I have for you is hard to explain because there’s no right word. But I’ll try my best to tell you. You’re different from the majority of boys I’ve ever seen or heard of. You are such a blessing in my life, and I will never leave you. I pinky promise you that. You and only you have this ability of making me feel so safe. Your words are the only ones that can make me all tangled up inside. You are officially a part of my everyday life and it just isn’t the same not talking to you. Why you? Because there’s only you being able to make me feel like all these things. To be able to have you, to be with you, has to be the best thing that has ever happened to me. i love you more that i could ever say with any amount of words. There are more reasons why I love you but I cannot let girls know them all because I’m afraid they’ll fall in love with you too.

Dady’s day.

Had a great day today. Me and my family find time to go out and have a quality time since its my dad’s birthday. Its been months since we went out together, completely. We went to Cafe Laguna and the food was amazing, as always. And went home after. We went home with satisfied tummies.

Dad is just so sweet. He went home from Manila just to celebrate his birthday with us. Lucky to have a dad who’ll do everything just to be with his family.

I love you Dad, I know sometimes you feel like I don’t appreciate you but you’re still worth value in my life. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t thank God that I have a father like you. Thank you for everything you’ve done.

Happy birthday to a loving husband and father. We feel so incredibly lucky to have you in our lives.

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