I had a productive day. I got up at 9 am today. I haven’t done that in a while but the only reason I did it was to go to Hi-Precision with mom to have my blood screening test. That was required by my school for me to become a Proper Dentistry Student. I won’t go into details, but I hope you get what I mean. Then, we when to the hair salon to have my mom’s hair cut and colored. After that, we went for lunch at Sunburst. Then we talked about stuffs - schools, life ad love. I am so fortunate to have a Mom that I can talk to with random things and that I’m so comfortable to be around, when others aren’t nearly as close to their Moms. It really was some awesome bonding time with Mom. I love her so much. So anyway, I know that this is boring news to most of you. But I had to share about the great day I had with mom. I bet you didn’t want to hear all that! Anyways, that was my day. I just can’t wait for tomorrow. How was your day guys?

Thick flavored ice cream wrapped in dough.

It was my first time to try Mochiko today.There are different flavors of it and I tried the green tea, vanilla, strawberry and caramel. And there are alot of flavors to choose from.

At first you’ll think that the taste is weird, but as you make your second bite you’ll find it good. It’s called Mochiko. Ice cream ball from Japan. It cost 70php each, 1box for 6pieces cost 400php. Quite expensive for an Ice cream though, but Mochiko ice cream is yummy. Fair enough. It’s worth a try. :)

I want my Kristofer.

Babe, if you are reading this. I love you so much. I am glad I found you. You already know this, but you are my everything. I love you and you will always have me until the end. 

Baby, can you come over? I miss you so much. Even though I saw you yesterday, it wasn’t enough for me. I know that it’s only been yesterday but it feels like it’s been a lifetime. I hate it when I go from feeling so close to you to being so far away. I miss you every day, and there isn’t a time in the day that I don’t think of you. I feel like when I don’t spend time with you my day isn’t complete. I really wish I could be with you today, I mean, not just today, EVERYDAY. I wish you were within arm’s reach. I just want to see you, and to be hold you in your arms. I miss you so much, I hate how we can’t see each other more often. Ugh I miss you so much, can’t take it any longer. I don’t know when I’ll get to see you next, but I can’t wait until I do. I just can’t wait to see you again. Hold your hand, laugh with you, kiss you, hug you, hear your voice and to just simply sit beside you. I guess I just miss you, a lot. Ugh I just love you so much. 

I can’t wait for this summer to be over with. Can it be June already? I’m already getting impatient. Please come quicker. I’m far too excited to wait any longer.


Today turned out to be a sweet day. I woke up, facing my stuff toys near my bed. I immediately reached for my phone to check the time and it was already 10 in the morning. I tried to get up, but I feel my whole body ache and I’m still sleepy. As soon as I got up, I turned on my phone’s wifi, logged in and I did my ritual. Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr. Colbie Caillat’s songs, were on repeat. I found myself lying on my bed again, til I got to sleep.

By afternoon, Mom and I decided to go to Gaisano. So today I had a kind of bonding day with my Mom. Nothing much happened. We had a snack date at Red Ribbon, I guess that’s how I can call it. Spaghetti plus Mocha cake = perfect snacks. After eating, we went groceries. And obviously, spending the day with my mother is always lovely! It was a day well spent and I’m just pretty darn content right now.

She feels like she could have seen this coming, but she doesn’t know. She just sits in the background and she’s slowly fading. She’s just so hurt by all of this & so confused. She has zero control of what is going on in her own life, and she’s reaching her breaking point. It’s like the world’s weight is on her shoulders and she just can’t carry it anymore. It’s like she’s in deep water and weights tied to her feet. She’s sinking lower than ever. She doesn’t even have a personality anymore. She feels like her emotions are getting thrown around, and nobody cares. She doesn’t know what to believe or who to listen to anymore. Little by little she feels less and less herself. She can’t take it, but she refuses to give up. She doesn’t know what to do. She just wants to close her eyes and have it all be over with.

A guy who fears God.

Find a guy who is God fearing and will RESPECT you as a person and a woman. A guy who loves only one person more than he’ll ever love her. And that’s God. Who puts God before her. Who don’t want to be the center of his girl’s world because that’s Gods spot. Who wants God to be the center of their relationship. If he has a good relationship with God, I guarantee he’ll have a good relationship with her, because he knows what’s right and wrong, and what he should and shouldn’t be doing. And a guy that feels the same way about purity and won’t make sustaining from those things because he feels the same way about waiting until marriage. He would want them to save it all, ‘til the right time comes. And besides, being God fearing is a total package. He knows how to respect, love and never take advantage of a girl, because again he fears God.

antioxidize: Camille, thank you very much for following me, I'm really flattered, just stopped by to your blog to say that your blog is really lovely. :) 

No biggie. :) Thanks for taking time to drop by and leave this on my inbox. So sweet of you. :)

revona-deactivated20120604: I can't imagine you being 18! You look so young! :D 

Aww! Thank you so much :3 You’ve made me blush. Heehee

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